Here’s the situation: we have 53 hours to raise $2,525. Once the film is funded, then I’ll quit asking for help. We need less than $2 from each of our Facebook followers to make it happen. Surely that’s a reasonable ticket price for a movie these days?
If the funding goal isn’t met, what will happen? Is Livingvertical headed for a shutdown?
Well, LivingVertical will always exist in some form or another but we are heading for a situation where I will have to choose between releasing an unfinished product that won’t live up to the scope of Project365 or simply waiting until I can save enough money to pay finishing costs out of pocket. Either of these options will take LivingVertical back to square one.
There has never been a plan “B”. This was always about taking on commitment. Project365 is ours-it’s not mine. So I’m giving it back to you-to do with it what you want, because I’ve done my part and I can’t do the rest without support. It’s that simple.
I’ve done all I can do-I’ve invested the last two years of my life in creating this, and I’m prepared to keep on giving-but it’s not really up to me now. It’s hard to let go when you want something so badly, but sometimes that’s the only option left. I want to level with you all and be honest about what I can and can’t do and the position we are in.
If it’s not a little scary, then you’re probably not going all out. No plan “B” feels more than a little scary-but after coming this far, it’s too late to go back-and I wouldn’t, even if I could.
Today I am flying back to Las Vegas to reunite with my car, license plates and camera gear. Some days feel like I am teetering on the brink of failure and looking forward into a bottomless abyss that is waiting to swallow hopes of success that have kept this improbable journey alive.

Before boarding I found out that Nick was involved in an accident which damaged his right knee and wrist. Knees and wrists are integral in the activities of climbing and operating camera equipment. To be fair he cant even drive, so our trip together must be shelved and I am going on from here alone. Again. Nick has always been a big part of the artistic vision for this project and I wish him the speediest and most bearable recovery possible.
I am also doing some basic accounting and we are struggling in that department. We have generated 324 likes on the video at www.stevesmountain.com at a ratio of 5 views to 1 like. We are doing everything we can on this end but even if every supporter of Project 365 liked the video we would barely break 1000 dollars.
The success of this project is going to come down to sharing and engaging YOUR networks and YOUR friends to generate the “likes” needed to close our funding gap to complete the project according to the vision we have been following.
I’ve always been a realist. When there is good news I’m psyched to share it. On the other hand, when things are looking bleak I’m not going to pretend they’re not. This project belongs to you and I want to be up front about the current situation.
I have seen some of our supporters really go out of their way to try and help us make it over the hump and that does not go unnoticed. Those of you who share and retweet and tag LivingVertical in your posts are much appreciated…and I am sure there are many things done on behalf of this cause that I am not aware of.
It’s good to stay hungry and it’s good to struggle, right? Maybe I have gotten soft mentally, thinking that we should have things sewn up since we got some press and some kudos with some major sponsorship. This has always been a shoestring operation and it probably always will be. I am ok with that.
I will go back out into the austere places that remind me how little our trivial concerns actually matter and I will find a way. I’m glad we had this little chat. I feel much better now.
I am beginning to feel as though I can’t even keep up with myself. I am all over the place! It seems like everywhere I go, when I run into acquaintances and friends I get puzzled looks and comments like “wait…what are you doing here? I thought you were in _______” Which ultimately leads me into a diatribe about the chaos that is my life and so on.
So while I am waiting for my plates to come in so that Nick and I can get on the road, I have been back in NY (flew back here late last week) spending some time with Stef and her dad who has been a big supporter and contributor to Project365. We got to climb at the Gunks on monday despite some rain and yesterday we explored the skytop area of the Mohonk Mountain house property.
Yesterdays climbing at the Mountain House Property was less about difficulty and more about enjoying some scenery and capturing some images on a beautiful day. Stefs dad and I enjoyed some banter over our respective camera choices-he was outgunning me on sheer firepower with a Nikon D7000 but I was capturing annoyingly clear images using just the iphone! As a recent convert to iphone-tography I know how irksome it can be, but the truth is they have some amazing capabilities! To whit:
Today we began working our way back down toward the city where I will be flying out in hopes of arriving in Vegas at the same time as my plates…but I still found some suitable “urban climbing” to entertain and fulfill the days requirements. Note the blue shirt-blue for diabetes awareness!It actually got kind of exciting for a moment when Stef thought she saw a security car driving up to investigate…as I was downclimbing I was rehearsing my explanation of just what in the hell I was doing up there…but there was no issue in the long run.
More updates will of course follow as relevant events unfold. I encourage you to follow us on Facebook and Instagram for the play by play as we move forward and take pictures of all the ensuing adventures!
Some exciting news to start the week off-but it may seem a little complicated, so bear with me!
I am totally psyched to officially announce that Nick will be back on the project and that he and I will be climbing together over the next several weeks, predominately in Northern California. This will bring us into the middle of September or so.
I am really excited to be able to have a friend on the road with me and I am even more excited to know that we will be capturing a great deal of media for the project since Nick is a professional photographer and his skill and enthusiasm for camera work always inspires me and elevates my photography.
My goal is to double the current amount of footage we have from the entire project in the next month and change. It will be a challenge but a fun one at that!
More good news…after Nick is done climbing with me, Stefanie will be joining me for the second half of September. Her schedule is allowing her to now take more time to rejoin the project each month which is unspeakably awesome. Many of you know that being without Stefanie is the biggest challenge I have faced. Climbing is hard, but you can steel yourself to that challenge. Being without the love of your life is something that you can’t ever prepare for-in reality you can barely deal with it from day to day!
So where am I now? Well my last day before my registration on my car expired was the 18th. As you know I am waiting for my plates to arrive in the mail, probably middle of this week. On the 18th I drove to Vegas after climbing in Zion. Rather than wait for the plates at Nicks in Vegas where it was a cool 100 degrees at 11pm…I have opted to take advantage of Stefanie’s time off this week and I was able to fly back to NY so I will be with her for the next couple of days and then I will return to Vegas by the time my plates arrive and then on to California!