If I don't make it then I don't have insurance. If I don't have insurance I don't have insulin.“I wanted to get into music theory…getting good enough to the point where I could be a studio musician. I thought about that because it pays pretty well but it’s competitive and if I don’t make it then I don’t have insurance. If I don’t have insurance I don’t have insulin. If I don’t have insulin, then…I’m dead, so yeah.”