I’ve always wondered how a cure for diabetes might have any hope of actually being delivered broadly enough to make an impact in the lives of those who need it most. Today there are thousands of people who are grappling with the untenable reality of insulin access while paying the ever-escalating prices attached to 22 year-old insulins like Humalog. The idea that developing the biggest ticket item ever put forth by the pharmaceutical industry would somehow lead to accessibility without a prohibitive price tag is unrealistic under the current model. Driving people to support incremental advancements that are increasingly hard to afford with no meaningful check and balance to the industry is at best misguided.

What’s a documentary project going to do to fix this? An absence of voices that express the position of the silent majority is largely why I’m discussing this issue and asking for support for the Banting’s Ghost documentary project. If you haven’t yet guessed, the majority of people with diabetes aren’t on twitter or blogging or making movies about their condition. They’re not invited to attend conferences that guide the future of research, technology or policy. They are not heard in those gatherings and it’s no surprise that their best interest is not represented. They are working multiple jobs, sacrificing good nutrition and leisure time that could be spent exercising or not sitting at a desk. They are worrying about how they will pay their rent AND buy their insulin. Homeless or sick? Homeless or sick? 

This is the silent majority and they don’t care about the fancy new insulins that are 5% better than the “old” insulins that they still can’t afford. They’ve never had a CGM and wonder what it would be like to know what their blood sugar is all the time so that they could relax a bit more. If this narrative sounds exaggerated or unfamiliar-that’s only due to the inherent difficulty of building a successful PR campaign around the access before advancement credo. I’m done waiting for a big “community” organization to act in a way that promotes the interest of all the community–and give a voice to those who are unheard.

I know that I’ve spent many years of my life as part of that silent majority. When I first peeked into the world of the vocal minority (read: Diabetes Online Community) I found it to be largely well intentioned but unmistakably tone-deaf and out of step with the reality faced by most people with diabetes. I don’t say this to be critical but rather to explain why I’m sticking my neck out to execute this documentary project. If it seems like I’m stirring the pot–I absolutely am. Telling these stories will raise issues to the surface that tend to be ignored–and that’s really all I’m after.

Better yet, the Banting’s Ghost documentary project is not about my story or perspective. Sure you’ll get some of my views when it’s my turn to talk but I only want to use my platform to shine a light on the stories of others who are always swept under the rug. Not just one story, but every last one of them–until the presence of the silent majority becomes too uncomfortable to ignore at the galas and the conventions–and eventually the board meetings.

Insulin access isn’t a problem that I can solve with my camera but media and stories are an important step along the path to a solution. I’d argue that we haven’t had a solution up till this point because those who really experience the biggest problem aren’t meaningfully included in the discussion. That’s something I think I can solve with my camera.

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If any part of this writing resonates with you, please support the Banting’s Ghost documentary project. I’m working to get it operationally funded by the end of June and we are just over half way to our goal. If we reach July and the funding isn’t there then I can accept “no” as the collective answer without feeling any sense of failure. This isn’t an easy thing to sell–if it was, I’d be competing with other artists for this job. Ranting is more cathartic, inspiration is more pleasant. Reality is utilitarian, plain–and in some cases, just plain ugly.

If no one names the problem and humanizes its impact–how can we ever expect to change it?

Stephen Richert is a photographer and filmmaker who happens to live with type 1 diabetes. You can see his professional portfolio here

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